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F I R S T

By first I do not meant first kiss or whatever, at least not in my case. In my case, I'm talking about embracing your fears and bad habits. For me, one of my bad habits is to sleep late and thus waking up late. However surprisingly today, (Happy Labour Day btw! :D ) I woke up at 6.30 when I have to wake up at 8 am. Probably something is wrong with my internal clock but what I'm saying its actually a good change having to wake up this early. I should get use to waking up early these days as a practice of before going to the university life Talk about the first time, it is also the first time that I'm going to leave the house for studies purposes. In a way I think I get to be independent and responsible, but I'm gonna miss everyone ; my classmates, best friends and of course family. Getting away from comfort zone is going to be hard but I promise you it'll be a good thing. Like I used to have an issue with approaching someone new and talk to them, bu...

W O R D S

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Sudden feeling of writing a poem about what life is about. Is it the memories or the pain that have made you who you are today at this moment? So here goes, my first poem  (and yes I noticed that some of the doesn't rhyme but oh well doesn't matter) L I F E Life is a journey Filled with memories all the way Treasured and cherished in our hearts  Forever and ever till death do us part. Life is not easy It's filled with hardships Tears will sometime filled our eyes And at times we cry at night It is not as dark as it seems When we are not alone in this Family and friends who has been with us Have brought light upon this world With the tiniest spark of light Find your way back into the night Fly or walk with all your might  And embrace it with all you've got. There's no time to waste  Nor to look back at all the mistakes you've made The scars, the pain will soon be washed away So move on cos lif...

R E A S O N S ?

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Do you really need a reason to love someone? If so here's mine ;  From me to you Lots of love, xx Sara

Like seasons, people C H A N G E

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Ever felt like turning back time and experience everything all over again? First childhood friend, first crush, first love, first heartbreak, best friends and other classical moments you've treasured in these years of your life. Most people say don't look back, just move on . There's more to life and da da da Those are merely words . To those who have experienced all this, I'm sure you guys know how it goes. All those heartwarming and also heartbreaking moments you've experience will bring not just happiness but also pain and sadness to some. In some, like my case changes people. Through it all I am happy with my life how but still my answer would be  YES  to experience these moments all over again. To me these moments defines who I am today According to some people I am just the same as before But to myself, I have changed. Changes are sometimes good for self. It can make one stronger and not easily defeated. O...

G R A T E F U L

Well time flies alright, can't believe it's been a month that I haven't posted anything. Sorry guys if you anticipate my daily monthly rantings (teehee) Well despite my last post, I've decided that this will be a rather cheerful one I suppose?  I've managed to get an offer to a proper university :D  *inserts applause effect*  Thank you god and I will be forever grateful to you :) To my teachers ; Thank you for all your guidance and help throughout my journey of life. To my friends ; Thank you for believing in me through thick and thin. To my family ; Thank you for not giving up on me. I promise to make you proud. To everyone else ; I thank you for staying with me all this while despite my craziness and all. For all this to happen to me, I am utterly grateful to each and everyone of you. For all this, I am blessed and really grateful for this.  Thank you :) I promise to make you proud. *long pause* Okayyy as I was saying I ...

I M S O R R Y

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Looking back, I just realized that its been a MONTH since i last posted anything. Sorry. Joesonghabnida. (It means I'm sorry in Korean) Well then, hello March. Today's post is dedicated to all my friends and family. Especially my family. Dear friends, Regardless whether you are reading this or not, I'd like to tell you that I love you guys for always being here for me. Eventhough you guys arent there most of the time, but this time around I feel that I am not alone in this battle. Good news is that I survived the battle. I am just not satisfied with what I've got. They always say as long you give your best and thats what matters. This time, it didnt work out really well for me. I feel like a disappointment.  to me and my family as well Its not the pressure of being the eldest. Its just I have always made them proud of me but this time i'm the one crying instead of them and its not the tears of joy. When i got my result I was fine, still talking around ...

U N S A I D

#Lyricsthatmeantalottomeandthosethatyouwillneverknow When I heard your greeting asking how I was doing My heart that I held back became hot again And I asked myself for a long time if this was really the you that I’ve known for so long I was happy to hear your voice for the first time in a year When you said you missed me, tears kept falling Did you hurt as much as I did too? I need you, I need you Even if a year passes, if ten years pass, I am the same I’m a person who didn’t forget even for a single day It needs to be you, you are my love I can’t go on without you, I need you I look at you as I walk and look again I look at your hand, tightly holding mine I let go of it and hold it again, smiling like a fool We were so small and happy, it was better that we were together I only think of those kinds of things – why didn’t we know back then? I will run to you now and hold you in my arms I’m running out of breath, I will shout till it overflows I need you, I need you A h...