the other side

written on March 4, 2022


When you first said you prefer sunrise, i wasn’t convinced

I mean, I even gave you ‘the look’ 

It’s not just me, everyone knows you didn’t look the part

Then you said “it was because it’s the time you head home”

That driving on the other side of the road

The less crowded side was how you tell the time 

6 am 

While others prepare for a jog before work, prepping kids for school, 

Invested in the essence of life, clocking in as much as they can 

You watched it all unravel in slow-motion 

From your rear view mirror 

On the other side

6 am

I was part of the crowd 

The one chasing after time

In before the sun rises, and out after the sun sets 

When sleep felt like seconds, not hours 

It started with ‘go with the flow’

I didn’t have cards handed out for me to choose

I just went with what the card I was played

Because I had no right to be picky 

I simply did what I could to stay afloat 

When you’ve got no passion to chase after, 

You went for the option that brings the most outcome 

With every pay check, you tell yourself 

“This is happiness”

While keeping “the box of feelings” tucked at a blind spot

Because just like him “out of sight, out of mind”, remember? 

Now whenever 6am hits 

At a time when I happen to be awake 

I sometimes thought of you

And perhaps indulge in my imagination 

Of how it would be if we meet at the crossroads? 

the polar opposites, we are

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