Little Things

This is exactly how I felt the whole day . Not to mention that it is only the first day of my second year. Thinking that I'm always not good enough and definitely not smart enough compared to others. I know its not right to compare yourself with others but sometimes you just can't help it. You know that kind of feeling? The-you-could-have-done-better-kind-of-feeling. Like they can get such amazing results and then why can't I? I felt so depressed when I told my friends what I got, they went like 'Really meh? Don't lie to me.' I felt like crap. It feels like no matter how much I've done, it is still not enough. May tomorrow be a better day. It always is right? Will have to work harder starting from now on. I can do this.

Feeling lost  and I can't decide what to do now. Sorry if I've been emo-ish lately. Especially to some people whom I've been expressing my rantings lately Believe me, I'm not the kind of person who let it all out to somebody so easily Nevertheless, thankyou for listening people =] All I can do now is pray for the best and put extra effort on my studies. I will try to not let this affect me as much. Please wake up.