Little Things

Be right back. *ongoing construction* Note to self : Always do better

Only 19 days away! The joy of listening to Christmas songs everywhere I go (especially at the place I work) is the best. Still can't believe that the year 2016 is coming to an end, and it makes me wonder if I've achieved (any) resolutions. Will need to go through all these posts to figure that out. Here's a recap of my version of  2016 The year of which ; I am finally done with my tertiary studies and just beginning to experience adulthood. I have really learned valuable life lessons the hard way I definitely lost some things but I've earned something else in return. I have learned to live my life with no regrets and still go for mini adventures just like how I used to. I learned to be more thankful than ever for what I have in this life. There's so much more that I would write here but I'll keep some things to myself ;)  More importantly, I've truly learned to not give up in pursuing what is it that you want to do,  no matter wha...

Now that September's gone, it really feels like 2016 is coming to an end and I feel that I have not accomplished a single thing that is worth calling significant. Either way, I welcome my favourite month with open arms. *** Hi lovely people who still pay attention to my little humble blog, sorry for the lack of updates here. Well honestly speaking, it is not like I'm inactive here because I have actually drafted a few posts. Just that I don't feel like posting them for I find my work not being good enough to be read by anyone in this case. Simply said, I wasn't as good as before and that fact alone frustrates me. Someone once told me that in order to be a good writer, you have to constantly expose yourself to different environment and experience every emotion possible so that you can describe those feelings perfectly that is to be portrayed by the characters in your story.  More importantly, to be understood by the readers themselves because it is ...

No expectations, no disappointments.  Feeling attached isn't an entirely a bad thing, it's just the feeling of getting comfortable with someone. Someone who enjoys those conversations that you've had despite talking about meaningless things. Someone you can trust with all the secrets and to do stupid things with. Someone whom you can go to when you needed someone to talk to. Someone whom you think treats you really special but in reality that person treats everyone the same way as he treated you. That's when you notice that you aren't that special anymore.  You don't feel as special as that person is, to you. The disappointment comes in and as it slowly engulfs you and destroys you from within.  Even then, you had to keep a smile on that face so that the other person doesn't notice about it. Little by little, you've adapted to that statement of you not being special, which made you restrict yourself to think of all the othe...

Of memories. All of us. Together "Sometimes the unexpected moments become the most treasured memories" Looking back at the pictures we took. Recalling those times and those feelings we shared. How precious. I wonder who else would remember moments like these which will last forever. "Things change. People change. Memories don't" Throughout this journey, I admit I have lost some things which may or may not seemed precious to me. Just a little feeling of regret. I've been stubborn, ignorant, hot tempered and naïve ; thinking that everyone can accept my flaws and weaknesses. Oh how wrong was I to assume such. Even the best of friends who have stuck with me since high school, are now pretty much gone. With their new circle of friends. Out of touch. Just completely none. My hearts breaks a little when I realized that. Imagine having nobody, nobody at all to lend you a listening ear for all your rants nor a shoulder to ...