Little Things

Hey you, I know it's been a long battle between you and yourself and you're getting tired. Listen to me, okay? Sometimes, To get the best out of your life, you go through some of the worst. No one said it was going to be easy. Believe me, it will be worth it in the end.  I know you think that nobody understands what you're going through then again, everyone else is fighting their own battle that we ourselves are not aware of.  Don't judge people based on their outlook appearances.  It is all a disguise, hiding everything behind their crooked smiles. Same goes to you. You're bottling everything up, thinking that it's better that you are enduring the pain all alone Rather than to burden those who cared about you. Without you realizing, the bottle reaching its limit and you feel suffocated with all of its content You couldn't let it out. You couldn't tell anybody. You chose to cry for e...

*** Have you come across a sad story and you start crying all of a sudden? You're crying not because of the story but because of how much that story reminds you of YOU. Reminds you of what you are or what you were. It's as though it's talking about you. Triggering those feelings and it's coming to you once again. You just felt the need to shut yourself out from the world and you did. You always tell yourself that things will get better but it still isn't. Nothing's changed in you  but everything and everyone else around you did. You'd rather be all alone, facing the walls cos you feel comfortable that way. *** So much contradictory compared to my previous post huh? FYI I didn't plan to sound desperate in my previous post. I wrote it from my perspective on the importance of promises. Forget Nemo. tata *swims back to anemone*

Hey everyone, I know it's been a while since I last wrote something here. Just a simple writing that I had with a sudden inspiration kind of thing, I suppose? Been really stressful lately to be honest so this writing kinda helped a bit. Pardon my mistakes here and there cos I got a bit sidetracked of what I was writing. Hope you guys enjoy and let me know if there's anything you wanna let me know Lots of love, Sara *** Promises Does this word ring a bell in your head? How exactly did you feel when I first mentioned this word to you? What was the first thing that came across your mind? Was it a person or was it something that you once said. Different people of their perspectives brings different meaning and interpretation as to how these words mean. Some may think lightly of promises, saying it just because it was in the spur of a moment.  I promise to not leave you alone when you cry. Some take promises seriously, like meaning each and every word...

Here's to the first post of 2016.  Cheers and enjoy (: Today I've received a letter from a friend.  This friend of mine has been distant for quite a while but my memory did not failed me in remembering this friend as a close friend of mine since high school.  We were so close to the extent that nothing can break us apart.  There was nothing until distance and time tore us apart and just like that two hearts were separated.  Time flies and none of us put in the effort to keep in contact despite making promises to do so since we were young.  The letter came in a surprising manner where I found it slipped into my journal. No other people have known the existence of this journal except this friend. This friend that I have treasured my whole life. Not only a letter was slipped but a handwritten message was in it as well.  "I'll miss you and I'm sorry." Tears streamed down my face and I stared at those words.  I re...

Hello, it's me (and nope I did not mean it for it to be Adele-ish.)  Come to realize it, its December already and  I still can't believe that the year 2015 is going to come to an end. Time flies so fast and I am only left with one semester of studies before graduation. Farewell Year 3 Semester 2! One of the rare papers in which I felt relieved after completing it, and not because it is the only paper that I am taking for the semester. 7 weeks flew by like bullet train and still it was worth the ride. thanks to you guys and I really really hope that we don't ever grow apart even as we grow old. Let's take a trip down memory lane on Year 3 Semester 2 :) Enjoy! Happy birthday to me!  One of the rare days where we hang out with Gaya and yes the three aunties in Econsave More pictures of the aunties below! Aaron's birthday celebration just outside our FYP lab Tricked him into thinking that his supervisor was looking for ...

Of memories. All of us. Together "Sometimes the unexpected moments become the most treasured memories" Looking back at the pictures we took. Recalling those times and those feelings we shared. How precious. I wonder who else would remember moments like these which will last forever. "Things change. People change. Memories don't" Throughout this journey, I admit I have lost some things which may or may not seemed precious to me. Just a little feeling of regret. I've been stubborn, ignorant, hot tempered and naïve ; thinking that everyone can accept my flaws and weaknesses. Oh how wrong was I to assume such. Even the best of friends who have stuck with me since high school, are now pretty much gone. With their new circle of friends. Out of touch. Just completely none. My hearts breaks a little when I realized that. Imagine having nobody, nobody at all to lend you a listening ear for all your rants nor a shoulder to ...

Hey everybodyyy *wavessss hi*  It's been long I know and at least I can now say that I have endured the first semester being a Year 3 student. Final year student I am and there's so many things that have changed during the past two years. I just can't believe that it has been two years since I started studying here in this "forest" of which I initially disliked for a little. Little as much would I ever expect that I would be reluctant to leave here someday. So let's make the best out of everything we can (: That aside, the first semester of being a third year student has been rather challenging since each of us has project to handle in which we have chosen previously. Despite all that, it doesn't mean that we would have fun #YOLO Let's travel back time looking at pictures then. Enjoy! (: Basically this is what I handle with each day. Meet my beloved cultures.  Oh please let them grow well.   Last event that I have joine...