Kaleidoscope
Of memories.
All of us. Together
"Sometimes the unexpected moments become the most treasured memories"
All of us. Together
"Sometimes the unexpected moments become the most treasured memories"
Looking back at the pictures we took.
Recalling those times and those feelings we shared.
How precious.
Recalling those times and those feelings we shared.
How precious.
I wonder who else would remember moments like these which will last forever.
"Things change. People change. Memories don't"
"Things change. People change. Memories don't"
Throughout this journey, I admit I have lost some things which may or may not seemed precious to me.
Just a little feeling of regret.
I've been stubborn, ignorant, hot tempered and naïve ; thinking that everyone can accept my flaws and weaknesses.
Oh how wrong was I to assume such.
Even the best of friends who have stuck with me since high school, are now pretty much gone.
With their new circle of friends.
Out of touch.
Just completely none.
My hearts breaks a little when I realized that.
Imagine having nobody, nobody at all to lend you a listening ear for all your rants nor a shoulder to cry on when you really need them.
All you can do is to keep bottling those things up.
That feels really lonely isn't it?
Well not anymore. At least for me, I've learned to live with it.
To feel contented with what I have and no longer complain but still wishing I could have done better in certain cases.
Lightyears ago, if you would have met me. I was a huge jealousy freak about the simplest things in life. Like how many birthday celebrations did this friend of mine have or how many girls did my crush talk to.
Control freak much?
Thankfully somewhat and somehow I've changed and it is for the better.
And I am happy.
There's this saying that I found really meaningful and it has been in the corner of my mind ever since.
"As you grow older, your Christmas list gets shorter and the things you want can't be bought."
So yeah, now I just learn to live with all that I have. I am not sure if I'm doing the right thing, but what I know now is that I'm happy with who I am today.
To those who left, I am happy to have met you in this lifetime even if it is for a short while. Thank you for all the memories you've given me and I hope that your life gets better without me.
To those who have been here and stayed with me, watching me grow and change from time to time ; I grant you the authority to scold me in whatever way you want when you see me doing the wrong things in life. I will try to improve myself for the better.
To those who just know me not very well, just so you know I don't bite. I can be a bit crazy once you get to know me better, I promise. I think you would have a weird first impression of me somehow, since everyone else does anyway.
Another thing is that
I'm sorry if I have been distancing myself from anyone of you or did I offend you in any way.
Just to clarify, this post is not meant for anybody else but me. To remind myself how life should be perceived from my point of view and to just appreciate what I have all this while.
Love,
Sara.
P.S
Sorry for the delay again if you know what I mean.
Just a little feeling of regret.
I've been stubborn, ignorant, hot tempered and naïve ; thinking that everyone can accept my flaws and weaknesses.
Oh how wrong was I to assume such.
Even the best of friends who have stuck with me since high school, are now pretty much gone.
With their new circle of friends.
Out of touch.
Just completely none.
My hearts breaks a little when I realized that.
Imagine having nobody, nobody at all to lend you a listening ear for all your rants nor a shoulder to cry on when you really need them.
All you can do is to keep bottling those things up.
That feels really lonely isn't it?
Well not anymore. At least for me, I've learned to live with it.
To feel contented with what I have and no longer complain but still wishing I could have done better in certain cases.
Lightyears ago, if you would have met me. I was a huge jealousy freak about the simplest things in life. Like how many birthday celebrations did this friend of mine have or how many girls did my crush talk to.
Control freak much?
Thankfully somewhat and somehow I've changed and it is for the better.
And I am happy.
There's this saying that I found really meaningful and it has been in the corner of my mind ever since.
"As you grow older, your Christmas list gets shorter and the things you want can't be bought."
So yeah, now I just learn to live with all that I have. I am not sure if I'm doing the right thing, but what I know now is that I'm happy with who I am today.
To those who left, I am happy to have met you in this lifetime even if it is for a short while. Thank you for all the memories you've given me and I hope that your life gets better without me.
To those who have been here and stayed with me, watching me grow and change from time to time ; I grant you the authority to scold me in whatever way you want when you see me doing the wrong things in life. I will try to improve myself for the better.
To those who just know me not very well, just so you know I don't bite. I can be a bit crazy once you get to know me better, I promise. I think you would have a weird first impression of me somehow, since everyone else does anyway.
Another thing is that
I'm sorry if I have been distancing myself from anyone of you or did I offend you in any way.
Just to clarify, this post is not meant for anybody else but me. To remind myself how life should be perceived from my point of view and to just appreciate what I have all this while.
Love,
Sara.
P.S
Sorry for the delay again if you know what I mean.
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