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#Lyricsthatmeantalottomeandthosethatyouwillneverknow When I heard your greeting asking how I was doing My heart that I held back became hot again And I asked myself for a long time if this was really the you that I’ve known for so long I was happy to hear your voice for the first time in a year When you said you missed me, tears kept falling Did you hurt as much as I did too? I need you, I need you Even if a year passes, if ten years pass, I am the same I’m a person who didn’t forget even for a single day It needs to be you, you are my love I can’t go on without you, I need you I look at you as I walk and look again I look at your hand, tightly holding mine I let go of it and hold it again, smiling like a fool We were so small and happy, it was better that we were together I only think of those kinds of things – why didn’t we know back then? I will run to you now and hold you in my arms I’m running out of breath, I will shout till it overflows I need you, I need you A h...

Through it all, baby come what may. We're caught in the eye of the storm.

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Happy Chinese New Year everybodyyyyy! *plays CNY songs* Sorry for my disappearing act for months now. Quick update here :D Well, Been busy here and there. As exams are now over, I am now working temporarily at a factory. Missed out a few updates from my buddies as well :( Been working out and playing sports recently Still working on my new years resolutions and now getting my nails to be done at midnight :P LOL Well, I've got something to share here. (More like one of my rantings again) Have you ever..ever encountered a situation where you would have to GIVE UP something that you cant live without (not literally) like someone important in your life? WELL I DID. Looking back, I've changed a lot. Honestly. Though in the eyes of many people, I may still seem like the innocent girl the LOUD one, the one who always laughs or funny you call it Now I feel like putting on a mask Just for people to not be affected by my sadness You know that feeling? Well, maybe ...

D-day, Today

It is supposed to be a good day actually eventhough it the D-day For starters the paper finishes at 11 just before noon  And was hoping that i could sleep (like now) cos i get to come back early  Have you ever had that feeling like you've tried your best but its never enough?  Like if you were given a longer time that you promised you would do it better?  Yeah thats the feeling that i have now Depressed The paper this morning was three hour long and i couldnt even finish the paper  HOW DISAPPOINTING IS THAT YOU TELL ME?  I could have way better than this i swear.  The sad thing is that all the tips that most of us relied on didnt pop out you see?  I know we shouldnt rely on tips and everything but it helps to lighten the burden at least by a bit?  SIGH  Its sad isnt it. After the paper i was so depressed and even the drive back home i switched off the radio  and enjoy the silence in the car alone Tha...

Music to my ears

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If I let you know that I'm here for you, Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you <3

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Greetings people. (Honestly wondering whether anybody reads my blog though) Anyway I'm sorry to the old readers as I have changed the url for my blog into leiceprincess@blogspot.com its supposed to be like Le Ice Princess but guess it didn't work xD anyway still gonna write my heart out whether the're are or there are no readers out there. And sorry for the simple layout I've got there. couldn't find any that suits me :( but at least it looks nice on mobile, so do view it on mobile? :D Anddddd I'll be away till December as my major exam is only 22 days away. Do wish me luck for that! :D Anyway it's getting late and I'll update as often as possible (if I could) Lovessss

This one's for you and me living out our dreams <3

Read a friend's blog today and found out that I've missed out most of her blogposts. And so I read the recent posts of hers. Before I get to the point, I'd love to share about this beautiful person whom I have known only after the school days end before we part ways to college and stuff. Funny ain't it? I mean we know each other's existence ever since we were 14 I'd say? and only now that we've been close to each other. Thanks Life and hey it's at least better than never right? well this person I'm talking about is like super smart compare to me eventho she'd look nothing like me (with glasses and everything). so you can practically imagine her as some main female character and me being at the corner just looking at her with amazement (I can't say envy cos I don't LOL) she was popular I'd say, (everyone is popular than I am so yeah #sad ) and she still is. Eventho the amount of time I've spent with her isn't as much as ot...

Made a wrong turn once or twice, bad decisons thats alright

Hey there! Sorry for not updating about things so often nowadays. Been pretty busy and lazy as well. SO TRIALS recently ended. The good thing is its over and the bad part is that the exam is getting nearer and nearer. i have around 2 months left and also RECENTLY the schedule for the exam is out! and its gonna take arnd a month. SIGH i really need to buck up for my exam. anyway back to my rantings, lots of things happened lately, like a whole lot more of my friends are getting involved in relationships. and also there's this friend who I am so not gonna talk to like ever and also need to stop this stupid brain from overthinking and start studying and also other stuff (trust me you wouldnt want to hear it) Lately i find myself easily isolated from others Not to mention study wise im really demotivated somehow Probably cos of the pressure cos my parents and family members really have high hopes for me being the eldest among my siblings And also i would...