Through it all, baby come what may. We're caught in the eye of the storm.

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Happy Chinese New Year everybodyyyyy! *plays CNY songs*

Sorry for my disappearing act for months now.

Quick update here :D
Well,
Been busy here and there.
As exams are now over, I am now working temporarily at a factory.
Missed out a few updates from my buddies as well :(
Been working out and playing sports recently
Still working on my new years resolutions
and now getting my nails to be done at midnight :P LOL

Well, I've got something to share here. (More like one of my rantings again)

Have you ever..ever encountered a situation where you would have to GIVE UP
something that you cant live without (not literally) like someone important in your life?
WELL I DID.
Looking back, I've changed a lot. Honestly.
Though in the eyes of many people, I may still seem like the innocent girl
the LOUD one, the one who always laughs or funny you call it
Now I feel like putting on a mask
Just for people to not be affected by my sadness
You know that feeling?

Well, maybe not.

So I gave up on something particularly SOMEONE that was important to me at that time
and I guess the person still matters deep inside of me
That person seemed happy now
In my eyes at least
Well with proofs from Facebook as well

It may be a decision that I HAD to make at that time
but I might sort of regret it now
Seeing other people being happy with each other
Reminds me of you at times

How I wish I know what you are thinking right now.

I just cant find the courage to say  I Miss You

You once said to me that
I dont know the difference between "like" and "love"
Well I guess I learned them now

“You don't love someone because they're perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not.” - Jodi Picoult
 
 
Here I am, wishing you the best in your life in everything that you do
And now I think I can finally let you go
 
<3
 

THAT DAY.9TH FEBRUARY 2013.BLUE.
THANKS.FOR.THE.MEMORIES.
 
xxx

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