Made a wrong turn once or twice, bad decisons thats alright

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Hey there! Sorry for not updating about things so often nowadays.

Been pretty busy and lazy as well.


SO TRIALS recently ended. The good thing is its over and the bad part is that the exam is getting nearer and nearer. i have around 2 months left

and also RECENTLY the schedule for the exam is out! and its gonna take arnd a month.

SIGH

i really need to buck up for my exam.

anyway back to my rantings, lots of things happened lately,

like a whole lot more of my friends are getting involved in relationships.

and also there's this friend who I am so not gonna talk to like ever

and also need to stop this stupid brain from overthinking and start studying

and also other stuff (trust me you wouldnt want to hear it)


Lately i find myself easily isolated from others

Not to mention study wise im really demotivated somehow

Probably cos of the pressure cos my parents and family members really have high hopes for me being the eldest among my siblings

And also i wouldnt want to disappoint anybody that i knowof

Particularly teachers and also my late grandfather

Knowing him, he'd always had high hopes for me and he had always wished for me to become a doctor.

Ever since then, I've decided that i wanted to be one to make him proud.

Its September again, and my grandfather's birthday is just around the corner.

No worries grandfather, I PROMISE I WILL MAKE YOU PROUD

You have always been the best grandfather one could have.

And am glad that I got the chance to be your granddaughter.

We missed you dearly grandpa

We hope you're happy up there

Lots of love from everyone at home &
also from your lovely granddaughter

Sara

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