D-day, Today

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It is supposed to be a good day actually eventhough it the D-day
For starters the paper finishes at 11 just before noon 
And was hoping that i could sleep (like now) cos i get to come back early 

Have you ever had that feeling like you've tried your best but its never enough? 
Like if you were given a longer time that you promised you would do it better? 
Yeah thats the feeling that i have now
Depressed

The paper this morning was three hour long and i couldnt even finish the paper 
HOW DISAPPOINTING IS THAT YOU TELL ME? 
I could have way better than this i swear. 
The sad thing is that all the tips that most of us relied on didnt pop out you see? 
I know we shouldnt rely on tips and everything but it helps to lighten the burden at least by a bit? 
SIGH 
Its sad isnt it.
After the paper i was so depressed and even the drive back home i switched off the radio 
and enjoy the silence in the car alone
That was how my day was.

Not only that, as soon as i reached home my parents start questioning me about the paper
and i just kept quiet all walked to my room.
Taking my stuff out to prepare for tomorrow's paper 
I saw my colour pencils which i eagerly sharpened them so i could use them for today's paper
A voice inside my head shouts
"YOU DIDNT EVEN USE THEM TODAY! NOW TELL ME WHAT IS THIS FOR?" 

I felt dumb after that. yes i was supposed to use the colour pencils for the graph part and
I DIDNT 
Why? Cos i didnt get enough time to finish it
I wasted my time on my essays which one of them i had to rewrite due to my messiness
I rewrite it again without realising how much time i had left

I dont really want to continue my ranting anymore cos i think it might be too long.
Just want to rant it here as i cant bring myself to tell my family at home about how it was. 


Okay peeps! Thats all for now. Thankyou for listening though :) 

Eventhough i dont really know who still reads this story of mine.  
Have a great day!
<3

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