#2
No expectations, no disappointments.
Feeling attached isn't an entirely a bad thing, it's just the feeling of getting comfortable with someone.
Someone who enjoys those conversations that you've had despite talking about meaningless things.
Someone you can trust with all the secrets and to do stupid things with.
Someone whom you can go to when you needed someone to talk to.
Someone whom you think treats you really special but in reality that person treats everyone the same way as he treated you.
That's when you notice that you aren't that special anymore.
You don't feel as special as that person is, to you.
The disappointment comes in and as it slowly engulfs you and destroys you from within.
Even then, you had to keep a smile on that face so that the other person doesn't notice about it.
Little by little, you've adapted to that statement of you not being special, which made you restrict yourself to think of all the other possibilities that has yet to be encountered.
You just kept yourself in that circle of comfort that you felt safest with,
while watching others play outside being carefree as can be.
You stay cooped up in that ball of darkness, refusing to see any chance of light piercing through.
You just didn't want to face the truth, didn't want to accept the truth.
You just jump into your own conclusions without questioning the other person about it.
Not knowing what the other person truly thinks about you.
Who knows, it may not be a one sided kind of thing?
You'll feel so much better then.
Like finding the missing piece that you've been looking for, with chances of it being able to fit perfectly.
Take your time and don't rush into anything.
If it's meant to be, it will always find its way back to you.
Trust your heart and take the fall when you decide that it's worth it.
The best feeling is probably knowing that there will be someone who's waiting to catch you
in the end.
"Why don't you be you and I'll be me?"
Someone whom you can go to when you needed someone to talk to.
Someone whom you think treats you really special but in reality that person treats everyone the same way as he treated you.
That's when you notice that you aren't that special anymore.
You don't feel as special as that person is, to you.
The disappointment comes in and as it slowly engulfs you and destroys you from within.
Even then, you had to keep a smile on that face so that the other person doesn't notice about it.
Little by little, you've adapted to that statement of you not being special, which made you restrict yourself to think of all the other possibilities that has yet to be encountered.
You just kept yourself in that circle of comfort that you felt safest with,
while watching others play outside being carefree as can be.
You stay cooped up in that ball of darkness, refusing to see any chance of light piercing through.
You just didn't want to face the truth, didn't want to accept the truth.
You just jump into your own conclusions without questioning the other person about it.
Not knowing what the other person truly thinks about you.
Who knows, it may not be a one sided kind of thing?
You'll feel so much better then.
Like finding the missing piece that you've been looking for, with chances of it being able to fit perfectly.
Take your time and don't rush into anything.
If it's meant to be, it will always find its way back to you.
Trust your heart and take the fall when you decide that it's worth it.
The best feeling is probably knowing that there will be someone who's waiting to catch you
in the end.
"Why don't you be you and I'll be me?"
Comments
Post a Comment