Little Things

Can't believe its been a week since T.E.A.M camp ended. It's going to be week 4 soon, I can already foresee my busy-ness until Raya. Oh wow, can't wait till then! *excited* This camp was an unexpected thing that I joined with the BE bunch together with the juniors, too bad not everyone could join the camp. Its okay, life goes on and the camp we went over the weekend. It's going to be a long post so bear with me. Woke up at 4am to bathe and met Iris at the bus station at 4.30am. Ended up both of us were one of the earliest people to reach cos the announcement said to be there by 5am. Met up with the rest and left Kampar at about 5am after slight delay while waiting for the bus drivers to have breakfast that morning. Reminds me of the time we went for excursion trip during our first semester. Good times. The view from the window seat eventhough I got the aisle seat next to Melissa. Iris and Mei Yee were fast asleep when the journey started, funny how hyper Meli...

Am so sorry for not going to the final gathering like everyone else. Glad you texted. It's true that I felt exhausted with only 3 hours of sleep today. At the same time, I just dont want to go out of my room .  I just felt like staying cooped in my room ... like forever. You know at the corner of a room kind of thing. I dont know how to describe this feeling. All in all, I'm sorry for not making it to the gathering. Thanks for everything you've done in making me feel like I fit in somewhere with the rest of them. For being like a brother I suppose, Oh, I'll never forget those moments where you shouted my name out loud like a mad person each time. Not to mention, its my full name we're talking about. I guess that place will be filled with memories of you, doing that to annoy me Nevertheless, stay crazy, whacky, loud and awesome as you always will be in my memory. Have a safe trip back home and don't forget you fellow mentees...

Its June already. Half a year has passed. Just like that. Sometimes you wonder how much time you have left in this lifetime. Maybe not all, but I do wonder of such thoughts. Like when is my last goodbye? and who will I give it to? Only time will tell, I presume. From now on, I refuse to stay in the past and I'm going to look forward to the future. Look forward to what's given to me. Appreciate those around me. For being there. Or not. "There are only two days in the year that nothing can be done. One is called yesterday and the other is called tomorrow, so today is the right day  To love, believe and mostly LIVE. - Dalai Lama" P.S Sometimes I think I should write a book like be a real writer just because the words that I think of at times like this are super inspirational and awesome LOL Maybe, just maybe.

Hello people! The fun of week 1 has come to an end with Friday having no class. *jump for joy* While the some of my coursemates were sleeping soundly in their rooms cuddled with their favourite pillows or plushies, the few of us dragged ourselves to play basketball at 7.30am-ish by Iris. Have taken a liking towards the game now LOL and by the way that moment *points down* is just beyond compare. Managed to wake up without ditching people again thanks to the morning call. Had a great game with the two guys (Leong and Alex) along with the other group of people from Journalism. Maybe we can play another game someday.  Scored three times in a row by luck and I'm writing down here so that I can read back someday and not to brag about it. So yeah. Anyway , I'm here to talk about the gathering slash potluck we had on the recent Tuesday at Jun Ray's place since he just moved in to his new room. Hence the "room warming" instead of "house warming"...

This is exactly how I felt the whole day . Not to mention that it is only the first day of my second year. Thinking that I'm always not good enough and definitely not smart enough compared to others. I know its not right to compare yourself with others but sometimes you just can't help it. You know that kind of feeling? The-you-could-have-done-better-kind-of-feeling. Like they can get such amazing results and then why can't I? I felt so depressed when I told my friends what I got, they went like 'Really meh? Don't lie to me.' I felt like crap. It feels like no matter how much I've done, it is still not enough. May tomorrow be a better day. It always is right? Will have to work harder starting from now on. I can do this.