Photographs of Us

To those who know me at a personal level, 

You should know that I like to be the photographer, 

rather than to be photographed. 

(If you don't know me personally, you should know that fact too.) 

Why?

That's because I enjoy capturing candid moments 'cause I find them priceless. 

Something that you can never get it back cos it was in 'the spur of the moment'

One second it was there and another it's gone with the shutter. 

What's left behind is solely a photograph. 

A something 

when words alone don't do enough justice for the emotion felt within. 

A something

when you can't recall what exactly happened - 

if it breaks your heart and tears you apart, 

or if it makes your heart skipped a beat when we spend time not being apart. 

Something to be grateful of for 

it reminds you to always water your grass instead of seeing the greener side of the other grass.

To keep telling yourself to not take things for granted.

Finally, 

it's an evidence that we can never go back to these moments no matter how hard we try. 

We can only remember them for what they are, 

not for what we want them to be.

In the end, beauty indeed lies in the eyes of the beholder. 

That happened today,

and it made me realize how we can never have nor recreate those moments again.

For even if we do, it will never be the same.

Maybe there's a reason why things changed. 

Going through all these pictures made me smile, 

no matter how hard it is to look at them and think of only the good memories. 

Love, Sara