Little Things

I've never felt so down in my entire life.  Feeling hopeless, like I'm a useless human being who basically consumes the very much needed oxygen that other people might not even get the chance to breathe. Everyday I wake up, asking myself what am I supposed to do. Today, this thought just struck me harder than usual. Instead of asking myself what to do, I asked myself what am I supposed to do with my life. I feel like I have not accomplished anything that is worth talking about. Like there isn't anything worthy of me. Honestly, I've never once felt that I'm smart or anything that is worthy to praise of me. never even once. Rather, I feel like I'm always trying, struggling to do better but only manages to barely keep my head out of the water, still gasping for air. At the same time, I look at all the other people who are swimming just fine in front of me. *sigh* Why am I here? What is my purpose here? I can't seem...

Bet you didn't expect me to have written another post so fast isn't it?  Just wanted to share a short poem (my first attempt) that I wrote based on the feelings when I lost something that was really really precious to me. Hence, the sad title. Up until now, I still can't get over it and I ended up pouring all my feelings into writing this. Not sure if you would call this as being inspired.                                                                                                Written on 2nd November 2016.  I hope it's a decent work that you fellow readers will enjoy reading though it can be rather sad.  I present to you ;  The day I lost you I didn't fall for you at first sight. Rather, you weren't ...