#2
No expectations, no disappointments. Feeling attached isn't an entirely a bad thing, it's just the feeling of getting comfortable with someone. Someone who enjoys those conversations that you've had despite talking about meaningless things. Someone you can trust with all the secrets and to do stupid things with. Someone whom you can go to when you needed someone to talk to. Someone whom you think treats you really special but in reality that person treats everyone the same way as he treated you. That's when you notice that you aren't that special anymore. You don't feel as special as that person is, to you. The disappointment comes in and as it slowly engulfs you and destroys you from within. Even then, you had to keep a smile on that face so that the other person doesn't notice about it. Little by little, you've adapted to that statement of you not being special, which made you restrict yourself to think of all the othe...