S P A C E

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Hey.
*awkward silence* 

Hi. 

It's been a while since we last talked face to face. Not even thru Whatsapp.

I noticed that you've been avoiding me (up until yesterday).

And honestly I can't recall what I did wrong to offend you in any way

Most probably I did something that upsetted you again but I really can't remember.

I'm sorry. Really sorry.

If you know me personally, you would know that I mean it when I say sorry.



If you are reading this, I know you would find this very insincere of me to not tell you face to face

But I just didn't want to affect your studies and all that since we are having exams at the moment. 

So the only way I can rant it out is just here through words and more words. 


Alright, 

I know sometimes I say things casually (sometimes without thinking) 

and you on the other hand might take things very seriously

Might lead to circumstances like this happening.

Sometimes, I wish you would tell me what's wrong directly in front of my face

Instead of you ignoring me and still talk to other people (which hurts so bad, thanks for asking)

"Pretending" that nothing is wrong when your face says it all. 

Me, on the other hand was questioning myself endlessly and soon enough I grew tired of it

(My patience level is not very impressive)


Well, I dreaded that 2 days which I challenged myself. 



If you are reading this, please tell me what's wrong. 

Maybe not now. I don't think I'm ready to hear it. 

Maybe after the our exam ends? Then again I think you'll forget about it already by that time.

Not even sure if you will read this. (Not sure how many times have I mentioned this)



Just the other day, someone told me ; 

Situations like this will result to two options where 

One ; the two of us will be better friends after this whatever-you-call-it  

while

The other option states otherwise, where things will begin at square one again. Not strangers I hope.


&

So I've decided to give each other some space to think over things.

Just some distance between us would be great for now.

yeah.

If you reading/read this, give me a sign or something. Talking to me doesn't count.
Like maybe send me a sticker on Facebook/Whatsapp?

That'll be great. Thanks. 

P.S I highly doubt you will see this hahaha


Time's up. Need to get back to studying now. 

Wish me luck!

Sara

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