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S P A C E

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Hey. *awkward silence*  Hi.  It's been a while since we last talked face to face. Not even thru Whatsapp. I noticed that you've been avoiding me (up until yesterday). And honestly I can't recall what I did wrong to offend you in any way Most probably I did something that upsetted you again but I really can't remember. I'm sorry. Really sorry. If you know me personally, you would know that I mean it when I say sorry. If you are reading this, I know you would find this very insincere of me to not tell you face to face But I just didn't want to affect your studies and all that since we are having exams at the moment.  So the only way I can rant it out is just here through words and more words.  Alright,  I know sometimes I say things casually (sometimes without thinking)  and you on the other hand might take things very seriously Might lead to circumstances like this happening. Sometimes,...

Vulnerability

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Farewell to the past which we shall not bring up anymore,  To thank for it moulds us to what we are today, at this very moment. Let us cheer to the future that awaits us all. We will overcome each obstacle and get stronger after each time we fall.  More importantly,  I hope this bond between all of us to not be broken despite how far we may be.  How complicated things will be.  I want all of you to be like stars,  that shines brightly in the sky during lonely nights that I may have and to know all of you are still there for me.  Even when I can't see. Know that it applies the same when you need my help.  I really mean it.  This statement describes us ever so perfectly.  P.S      Am I the only one who notices the changes in all of us after that one night? I'll need to get used to this,  one step at a time Sara.  #nowplaying We Owned ...

Happy National Siblings Day

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It has been a pretty busy day of just eating and studying but mostly eating-kind-of-day with friends. Thanks for the fun peeps :)  Despite the coming week being the study week before the finals begin,  I still have a few more reports to do.   Don't mean to complain or anything.  *Note to self : Hurry up and finish this post and head back to reports already >_<*  And yeah, National Siblings Day.  To the two monsters at home, I know that you guys prbly wont see this (anytime soon) So yeah, here goes.   I know I may not be a helpful sister at times nor do we have the habit to say "I love you" or "Love you!" or any other mushyy stuff to each other like ever. I admit that I am horrible and teaching people things and explaining things partially due to my bad temper and lack of patience  (that's why I dont plan to become a teacher/lecturer in the future except being a music teacher),  Thanks for puttin...

Lost and Not Found.

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You want me to be brutally honest with you? Here's how I felt and how I've been feeling the past few days.    Thank you for your concern but I am about to burst  So I would suggest you to run away as fast  & as far away as you can Like everyone else. Always. Just let me be and I'll be fine again.  Can't guarentee when but  Soon enough.