Little Things

Its June already. Half a year has passed. Just like that. Sometimes you wonder how much time you have left in this lifetime. Maybe not all, but I do wonder of such thoughts. Like when is my last goodbye? and who will I give it to? Only time will tell, I presume. From now on, I refuse to stay in the past and I'm going to look forward to the future. Look forward to what's given to me. Appreciate those around me. For being there. Or not. "There are only two days in the year that nothing can be done. One is called yesterday and the other is called tomorrow, so today is the right day  To love, believe and mostly LIVE. - Dalai Lama" P.S Sometimes I think I should write a book like be a real writer just because the words that I think of at times like this are super inspirational and awesome LOL Maybe, just maybe.

Hello people! The fun of week 1 has come to an end with Friday having no class. *jump for joy* While the some of my coursemates were sleeping soundly in their rooms cuddled with their favourite pillows or plushies, the few of us dragged ourselves to play basketball at 7.30am-ish by Iris. Have taken a liking towards the game now LOL and by the way that moment *points down* is just beyond compare. Managed to wake up without ditching people again thanks to the morning call. Had a great game with the two guys (Leong and Alex) along with the other group of people from Journalism. Maybe we can play another game someday.  Scored three times in a row by luck and I'm writing down here so that I can read back someday and not to brag about it. So yeah. Anyway , I'm here to talk about the gathering slash potluck we had on the recent Tuesday at Jun Ray's place since he just moved in to his new room. Hence the "room warming" instead of "house warming"...

This is exactly how I felt the whole day . Not to mention that it is only the first day of my second year. Thinking that I'm always not good enough and definitely not smart enough compared to others. I know its not right to compare yourself with others but sometimes you just can't help it. You know that kind of feeling? The-you-could-have-done-better-kind-of-feeling. Like they can get such amazing results and then why can't I? I felt so depressed when I told my friends what I got, they went like 'Really meh? Don't lie to me.' I felt like crap. It feels like no matter how much I've done, it is still not enough. May tomorrow be a better day. It always is right? Will have to work harder starting from now on. I can do this.

Yup, got the results today. Results day never cease to make my heart beat like crazy and nervous like crap. All in all, there is an improvement in the cGPA, which I am glad. Not going to complain, am just gonna be happy and be grateful with what I got. On the bright side, Maths gave me a surprise which I didn't expect at all. Ever since Form 6 Maths gave me a nightmare, I've never really enjoyed doing it eventhough I love Add Maths to the core with the help of my tutor a few years back.  I have to admit the last semester of year 1 has been tough, given with time issue and of the many assignments. Nevertheless, it has been a great experience with new people such as being a part of the Bioscience Week Committee, dancing and trying other new things during this semester.  Before I end, I'd like to say many thanks to the lecturers for their patience and willingness to teach and to guide us even when finals is around the corner (like the next day). I'm glad you l...

Well, one week of semester break passed in a blink of an eye isnt it? Sorry for not being able to update my blog for quite some time due to exam stress and also part of my lazyness. So here I am, writing a post about the pre-birthday celebration for the May babies ;  Shirley, Kok Sim & Jun Ray.  We celebrated earlier for them as all of us will be enjoying our semester holidays being at home like now. Wouldn't want them to feel bad as though we've forgotten about it, so everyone planned to have a surprise for them at Secret Recipe. Mainly because some of us have been craving for cheesecake. Initial plan was to gather there for dessert time at about 9pm-ish ... and well the rain decided to stop by. Some of us who were planning to have dinner together, ended up having dinner separately. Reached Secret Recipe at 10pm, only to know that they close at 10.30pm. Nevertheless, the party continues. The three May babies not knowing anything, were tricked into cho...

So it was our beloved ah ma's birthday on the recent 28th and so we planned a surprise for her which I have to say was the best surprise so farrr. All in all, Thanks a lot to everyone who joined in for the fun. It's been a while since everyone gathered together despite the busy exam week. For the randomness of singing a song to hiding the cards and decorating the balloons in her room. Ohh and we bought her a new wallet as to replace her old one. Glad to see that she had fun with us even though she couldn't celebrate it with her housemates. Thank you for everything ah ma. I dont know how to describe it though. Just enjoy reading my hand made card then :) Been off the grid lately due to the exam week slash stress. 2 more papers to gooooo! :D P.S Am writing this post on mobile is so awesome and partly because I'm lazy heh.  Looking forward to the next celebrationn ;) TTFN loveliess. ♡